Hate me today!!

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

miSS out..

I just drop by at my friends page and realize I am missing out.. I never contact my matriculation buddies after I graduated. Except for Aisya Fathanah, Nana, Nadia and arm occasionally of course. My bad. I suddenly feel bad for that because I really miss them.. but its my own doing so just kick back and relax. hoping that someday they'll still remember me. I remember them. I really do....

Suicidal Thought?

I am not the kind of girl that ever think of suicide. Seriously never. Although a Muslim is forbidden from such action, I always have my own right and wrong sense and suicide is one of them. I have watch a japanese drama and one of the character is said to be prone of Arthos.. the god of suicide. This Arthos thing is freaking me out. There is no way in hell that anybody will be attracted to this creature. It is self destructed hobby. Even if life is painful and hard, there is way to overcome it. Everything happens for a reason. So, towards anybody that are feeling restless of this life you might as well go make things better and get help or just suck it and live your life to the fullest.

Due

Most people used their blog to express their deepest darkest heartfelt moment using the most f*&%up language that they can ever think of. I am that most people. I don't usually running around cursing every little thing that I could think of but I am at my limit. The stress that build in inside of my liver has finally refuse to stay in any longer. I need to laugh or yell or whatever it takes to make myself a human again. I really need to pass this semester. I want to graduate with all of them. Can't afford to do any mistake. Its torturing me inside. God help me. The list of assignment that we have already submit and will be submitted

1. Sustainable Development in Recyclin

2. Sustainability in Gold Processing Industry

3. Zircon

4. Mini Project of Limestone Quarry

5. Mine and Plan Design

6. Fluids Mechanic

7. FYP Proposal

and many more that I could not think of...

Totally random

Been busy. I know.. I know... Lame excuse.. Just too lazy to sit on my butt except for watching movies. Well then. This post is all about me and my friend shopping for eid. Since the eid sale has already started, we decided to spend a day in Penang to shop our heart out. I haven't been this ecstatic for a very long time (I have mention that I'm super busy right?). We drop at Megamall Penang before continue our SHOpping Quest in Queensbay Mall because Dunt have to buy a charger for his new phone (I'm green with envy..been dreaming to have a touch-pad phone since forever). After we girls have finish giggling and mooning over a very gorgeous shawl. We decided to buy not one but 4shawl altogether (GIRLS!!). After the boys finish their so called business they have to beg us to stop and proceed to our planned trip. Then, we go to the bus station because somebody have to buy JEruk for his family, and he bought rm30 worth of jeruk. Yes.. thats right., insane.. Deela, Mat Yus and ME are having fun in the car singing our lung out while waiting for the jeruk guy to satisfied with his jeruk shopping spree. And finally, we take our cruise(actually an old ferry..dont want to stain my memories) to go to the Queensbay Mall. Heaven falls here. We arrive at Queensbay just in time to break our fast. Mat yus paid for our dorayaki and we go to the stairs to break our fast. We have to save our stomach for sushi later not that we are dieting or something. The sushi king restaurant is crowded with Chinese and Indian. We are the only muslim there. I dont give a damn. I am too hungry and this thing dont bother me. Its halal! the onl thing that matter kan? har har har.. so, after the good money are spent on the food. We head to the clothes level and go nuts. We ended that night with some little action at the themepark that resides nearby the Queensbay. We enjoyed riding the marry go round(kidding), the bumper car and ferris wheel. Yul wants to try the top gun but we prohibit her cause the ride is too dangerous. You will have liver failure once you try that ride. I love her to much to let that happen to her. Deela is also mad with desire to ride on the flying chair. Me and Dunt? We are too delicate for that horror ride. We love ourselves too much. Mat Yus just follow our lead. Obedient man, he is. These are some pictures I snap during the trip. Feast your eyes!!

our very 1st ferry ride

alas perut kot




sushi and shopping.. love to have those again soon...

muddled brain

I still have not decided when am I going to go back to USM. Selinsing geng is going back that weekend for sure. and pingu and ain is also going to report early.. Fariq and jazey is going to take 1 week off and dan is going back on wednesday.. and me?? havent got slightlest idea when.. I want to take at least 2 days off before the new semester start. I am exhausted.. on the 11 of july there will be a kenduri back at home. the aftermath of a kenduri is hell.. I got to do the dishes, scrubbing and cleaning because everybody is going to go back to school. what a mess I am in. the thing is I really need time for myself. call me a shellegg person . I dont really care. This post is supposed to be fun and I end up ranting and raving.

p/s: After all the rants I still have not made up my mind..

AGES REALLY!!!!

It has been ages since my last post... its not that I dont have time to write. but I am too lazy to write. today is the 2nd day of school holiday.. and also the last day I'll be home.. I'll be heading back to Jerteh maybe at 10 which mean I dont have a lot of time lazying around doing nothing. I should at least pack my things ang go take a shower or something. but who cares. I'll take my own sweet time. I actually have nothing to write about other than my stupid Industrial Training story. I am learning a lots of thing at the company I am now and I am supposed to be happy. But the thing is I am sooooo lonely that I am actually talking to the wall. how pathetic is that? huh.. I am a loner??

I better get moving now or else my mom will freak out when she finds out my laundry is still in the machine... Har har...