eid adha pic

first and foremost, sorry for the delay.. I mean to upload the raye haji pic for you but the baktisiswa stuff keep me busy and thus the delay.. enjoy the pic dear..

just so you know

I just finished my 2nd paper today for analitycal chemistry and it feels like an ENOURmos burden is lifted from my tiny shoulder(literally speaking). Ive been studying weeks for this paperbecause I dont think I can pass and fortunately it just a himpunan soalan3 past year.. lucky me I've been having hard time analysing the past year paper that I even remember the answer. 3more paper to go. thats mean three more probability to fail... the final examination weeks is my worst nightmare. less sleep, less suju, lots of carb.. might just die from the irritation.. thats all for now. till next time

Girls tend to...


... fight for a man
mood swing for tiny matter
jealous for nothing
enjoy the feeling of being chased
keep man hanging half way
lie for pride
proud for little things
act innocent & naive
brag all time
gossip big time
screw up friendship because of man

We girl are many things.. (kikiki)

Al-Fatihah

abah with granny and mom, acu n mama

never in my life I imagine this thing could happen.. things that you think cant happen to you.. out of your control.. it happens so fast that I cant believe it.. I cry my heart out when I first hear the news with teary eyes I drove home which takes me 8hours to arrive I miss the funeral but luckily I can be with the family until the kenduri tahlil is done.. Al fatihah buat abah.. He has gone to rahmahtullah bak kate my granny.. moge ditempatkan dengan golongan org beriman.. buat Zafirah.. sabar.. ni semua dugaan duduk jauh.. study smart dear.. you will be fine..

Its been so looooooooong

this pic is from last eid actually

this one is after sembahyang raya


sisters for life



friends from highschool


eid 2009 without Zafirah


eid 2009 it has been 2weeks since I can have decent acces on the internet.. so long indeed with all of the last minutes assignment and presentation I might go crazy without being able to surf the internet.. and whos to blame? the hackers and internet manipulators or the PPKT(Pusat Pentadbiran Komunikasi & Teknologi) for taking action against them ? We, the innocent one suffer because of them.. No job could be done without the internet.. never realise that internet can be d****d important!! right now I'm in the computer lab surfing the internet although I should be doing computer lab practice.. I'm going to upload the eid pic since I dont have time to do so in the past few weeks.. so.. feast your eyes guys

excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow I am going to go "beraye sakan" with my classmate from high school.
I has been a very long time since I meet one of my bestfriends Aisyah Mokhtar..
soooooo loooooong
die menghilang
menyepi tanpe kabar..
hanging satu badan bile igt..
kalo da kawin anak brape da pon aku x tao..
nasib badan
maybe I'm not that important for her..
maybe she does'nt think of me the way I think of her..
maybe..
but
who knows..
tomorrow we will meet..
and where the hell did I put aisya's bday present..
gotta look for it tonight..
thats all for now..
I'll be back tomorrow for the detail
da~

Dont stay!!! Please!!!!

I want to act as if I dont care
but it happens that I do care a lot!!
why do I f**king care about him
you are not significant enough to make me care
It is plain simple you don't deserve me that's it...
you don't deserve to have an exuberant, charming, nice ang caring friend like me
thats explain a lot I deserve far more better friend than you!!
(smirking like a devil)

~GONE~

I never thought that day would come
the day you'll be gone
not that I love you that much but..
it is not the same without you by my side..
just so you know zafirah,
we'll count the same stars as yours,
although we lives in different continent..
don't be afraid of whats coming,
face it without fear
you can do it

dear gorgodone(the name of my blog which by the way I just think of),
rambut same itam
perut lain2
I have just finished taking orders from my friend for our JUADAH BERBUKE PUASA(pening kpale)
For the 1st time in this ramadhan we were able to break our fast together(my classmate)
since we are very busy with the night class, assignment, test, quiz and everything..
our beloved Dr N just can't let us go..
our hectic life.. me n my friends
just imagine our weekdays night are full with night class
we cant even go the the tarawih prayer..
but it is worth it I think since I am strugling not to watch too much anime
this class have sucsessfully fill in all of my time that I use to watch ONE PIECE
we have to sacrifice
for the greater good!!!

~Konvokesyen Kememoratif~

so called President of Mymates blakon dgr speach

dgn slambenye main camera

never in my life
attend that horibly boring event
maybe that worth it
since I can see our belated Prime Minister live in USM
hua3(acu mengharapkn ade raje nazrin)
this is how it goes
1.speach by our Vice Chanselor
2.perasmian by Canselor himself
3.another speach by VC
4. Our belated PM receive his doctor title
5.yet another loooooong speach
6.ntah sape2 lg y bg speach
7.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahaha
ok thats how it went
kikikiki
since there is 7 of us that attend that VSP(very special convo)
we camwhoring among ourselves on that event

warh!!!
for the first time in this ramadhan I actually thinking of breaking my fast before its time..
I can't take it..
today is supposed to be holiday for our campus
and yet
what the hell am I doing that I feel that my feets are killing me??
I a so exhausted..
I've been out all day long..
what the heck am I doing on a very hot day wearing black shirt?
I must be out of my mind.. (Air.. air.. is on my mind spnjang kat bandar td)
haru2

The thought of going to the industrial training haunt me.

I dont know where to choose
not that my pngk is that good that I have many offers
har har har
the thought of meeting new people and trying hard to please the
so that I PASS is scaring me
need to improve my social skill so that people don't hate me..
I hate people who hates me
for all of my Coursemate best of luck mates
may we got the best industrial training posting ever!!

sense of belonging

we are to face the hardest time in our life when things change.
the phase when we change school..
when we go to the secondary school..
when we try to adapt..
when we HAVE to adapt no matter what.
it sucks when we are already so use to it.
so dont get too comfortable with our life..
where we stand..because things change.
sooner or later...
there is no such thing as happily ever after..
things will not go as we plan.
I dont think the title of this entries suits but who cares?
I love that phrase..